Bersadu..

2 weeks in a row, we have to work on saturday. Sigh...Jaga bilik gerakan...Moreover, we are very busy with activities, Pesta Buntal lah, pelancaran logo "An Honour To Serve"...ye ke? hehehe...so so tired...I have to sing Timang Pemansang again..I have sore throat right now..started to cough...sighhh again...my body is aching...tired...not enough sleep...huhuhu...having a cup of coffee this morning is a big mistake..I should drink milo...now I'm having stomach ache..I miss kuching though...2 weeks dah sik balit. haha...miss the environment. Miss hanging around at waterfront. Drink giant teh tarik that cost Rm10. Miss my PS2..haha..lama dah sik main PS2...If I have enough money, maybe I will buy PS3 or PSP...untuk menghilangkan kesunyian la td..my friends pun ada kehidupan sendiri so better for me not to bother them but mun ada masa terluang boleh la hangin around with them. They all I got now besides my family. They treat me like their family though. Thanks guys. I don't know how to repay you all. God will bless all of you...

My mom came with my cousin this morning from kuching. They used van though. Kasih mat..so sad. My mom have a license but she is afraid to drive. I hope my dad was here..he will be back April next year..huhu..counting days..

Tired..

I was appointed to be a judge for Anugerah Desa Cemerlang (ADC). Bidang terjun sebenarnya. Last minit..hahaha..well I thought it would be fun..tapi ayoyo..It really extremely tiring. On our first day of ADC, we went to Kabong..1st kampung was, Kampung Wawasan. What we did was, listened to the presentation and making judgment about their kampung just base on their presentation and their explaination. Presentation punyalah panjang...Ngantok mok mampus. Tahan ajak la...

Second Kampung on our 1st day, was Kampung Sessang, same thing presentation panjang mok mampus plus the weather is very very very very very hot.. I sweat like hell. Basah baju macam baru balit joging.

Then on second day, we went to Rh. Panjang Luban Ulu, and halleluia it's raining. At least sik panas gilak. But the road wahhh...teruk. Terpaksala redah Gen-2 sia. It took me about 15 mins to reached there. To my surprised, nang panjang la rumah iya..It is about 56 pintu..but kesian, they were not prepared for this competition. They were surprised about our visit. Kesian eh. Did anyone tell them about this competition? Terpaksa la beri markah kesian ngan daknya..Siapa-siapa yang bertanggungjawab lain kali, ask them to be prepared.

Next trip to Kampung Masjid, Betong..they're supposed to present at 11am but they postponed it to 2pm (patut kena DQ). Tapi apa boleh buat. I'm not the leader. During the presentation I yawned 100 times. Feel very sleepy. Tahan ajak la.. Jaga imej. LOL..Presentation finished at 4pm. We supposed to finish at 3pm tapi gara2 Kampung iya minta postponed, ikut jak la.

Last Kampung, was Kampung Baru, Betong. This one is ok, the presentation was not too long but we can't see the presentation because they didn't use the projector. They used only laptop. Siapa yang duduk kat depan iya dapat la nangga. Finished around 5pm lepas makan la. Then we head to District Office to make the final decision before announcing the result.

We finished around 6.30pm then I head back home, watching TV and the TV was watching me..ujung-ujung tek nak.. I fell asleep...Then woke up around 9.30pm, then I took a bath, then sambung balit tidor..hahaha...

I still feel very tired though. I guess I want to take a day leave just to relax myself. hmm...mun jak kena approve.

End of the World?

Betong is getting hotter and hotter. The haze become thicker and thicker. The water supply become lesser and lesser. We have to work weekend though. This year is not a good year for everyone. Is it the end of the world? H1N1 spread very fast. Schools closed. I hope my friends and my families will be ok. God please protect them..

Is 1998 tragedy will happen again this year, API nearly reached 1000...darurat woo...still remember that time, school closed for 1 month..bahagia jak rasa..haha..tambah another 1 month beri laluan for Commonwealth game (betul x ka eja ya?) lantak la janji sebut nya betul...but I forgot la whether ada kelas ganti ho...lantak la...it was 11 years ago..waahhhhhh...time flies so so so extremely fast..

Hmmm..the world is different now. Nobody scared of laws anymore. Most kids sniffing glue, vandalise government property, even some of them knows sex..isk isk..berani..I became confuse, what is the role of their parent now? Is it just raise them up without knowing about their social life? Janji beri makan, hantar sekolah, pandei sik pandei lantak la janji makan minum cukup..is it? Ataupun parents nowadays scared of their own children? When I was at their age, dolok dolok la, kena rotan cikgu pun takut dah madah ngan mak bapak..mun padah tambah la agi rotan iya. Now? A little bit of advise pun dipadah nganok..isk isk isk...Until parent nowaday pun terus nganok Cikgu membabi buta without interrogate. No wonder their children jadi sampah masyarakat..too pampered. Criminals pun dah sik takut ngan polis. Our country concentrates only on the development of the building but not social life of the citizens. Negara membangun tapi sampah masyarakat masih banyak apa reti?

Those who are wise, those who have "brains", please do something!!!!

What will happen?

What will happen if I'm gone?

What will happen if I'm sad?

What will happen if I cry?

What will happen if I'm lonely?

What will happen if everybody ignores me?

What will happen if I'm crazy?

What will happen if I'm lost?

What will happen if I'm broken hearted?

What will happen if there's no one to comfort me?

And last but not least...What will happen if I die?

Learning English 2

This is funny!! LOL

At Last...

It been quite a while I didn't upadating my blog. There's a problem with our WiFi these few days and I'm a little bit busy. At last, today baru dapat.

Last night Mike, David and I were having dinner at my home. Mike was cooking, me? Cooking la juak tapi can food la..hahaha...am helping him a little bit though and David also brought some food with him. I forgot to take picture. Makan 3 orang tapi lauk untuk 10 orang..hahaha...amu mata ko Iban..hehehe.

After we're finish eating, we're watching Star Movie (sik tauk cerita apa..sik info) but the movie was quite nice. Morgan Freeman jadi assassin dalam cita iya. Then we're watching CSI part Horatio mati..Is he really dead? I wonder..biasa la cita CSI tok pelik2 jak tapi best..LOL.

Owh ya, last night was raining heavily, at last, but it just for a while..huhuhu..but at least a sejuk sikit tapi jerebu sik hilang. I'm afraid that my asthma will return. It's been a long time sik kena asthma. The last time my asthma attacked was about 5 years ago. It was a bad day for me. Twice kena neb, coming for the third time tapi lama gilak tunggu, chow ajak la. I've been waiting for 3 hours for my medication inside the emergency ward, tapi sik juak Doc panggil2. Mok pengsan wooo...The service was very very poor..

I hope my asthma will be gone for good. Sigh..

HOT!!

There's no rain since these past few months. The weather is extremely hot...Sweat like hell, aircond is not functioning well. I can't do my work. Feels uneasy..My brain is boiling..huhu..rain rain please come..How I wish Malaysia have winter..hahaha...or have a very low temperature..haha..mun jak...Cuaca dah sik menentu dah.

I feel very sleepy. Stomach ache, headache. I will be sick in no time. wahhh...my eyes sore..my body is aching..No wonder people hates monday..sigh..

AMBITIONS

During primary school, my friends keep asking me what is my ambition..I answered them I wanted to be a policeman just like my dad. Then after a few years, my ambition changed, instead of policeman, I want to be a doctor because I want to help people..During form 3, my ambition changed, I told my friends I want to be an accountant. During form 5 I told my friends that I want to form up a band and be a rockstar. hahaha...sampei kinek tok pun takut mok nyanyi depan orang. Then, when I entered UiTM, I don't know what I want to be..as long as I get a job that suits my qualification.

I never dream to become a Civil Servant. Never crossed my mind. Now, all I wanted to do is be the best in all things that I do. It's not easy to find a job now unless if you're working offshore. Lots of money...I'm sure that everyone have their own ambitions. So, what is your action to make your dream come true? Wake up guys!! Don't just talk, talk and talk. Like what most people say, 'ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS'.

NO IDEA

I'm going back to Kuching with a hope to see my friend. We made a promise though to hang out. She told me she's busy..well I can understand that. I never thought that her boyfriend came along. If I knew, I wouldn't came back to Kuching. Sorry my dear friend. I can understand that you are having a problem. Hope you can solve it in no time. :)

Tonight my friend made a plan to go to Monsoon, but I don't have a mood to go.I don't have a mood to go anywhere. Not even to a movie. Sigh..suddenly my mood down. I feel tired, lonely, depressed, stressed and sad. I don't know why. Day by day I can feel myself so sick and tired of my own life. Somehow, I need to be alive though, for the sake of my family. My grandma keep asking me when I'm going to get married? Difficult for me to answer that question..I never worried bout that..Only God knows when..He plans and He knows what my future will be...


I can't sleep..not enough rest for the whole week. So damn tired. And yet tomorrow have to wake up early to go to church. After that I have to drive back to Betong alone. It's going to be another tiring day for me. I hope I'm not feeling sleepy tomorrow.