Monday...it's 19th October, 4 days after my birthday. Nothing change..I still the same person..only the age that changes..This year, having birthday without my dad..only a few friends and families wished me..I'm not hoping for a gift..Huh, I just wished I could turn back time. Sadly, I couldn't hope for more..I just want my life to be better. I failed in love, I failed in everything..I did my best but my best wasn't enough.
My mood not very stable nowadays. I don't know why..sigh..sometimes I can laugh hectically, sometimes I just keep quiet whenever I'm sad..sometimes I'm angry...sometimes I feel that I'm not myself..always in my own world..
My mood not very stable nowadays. I don't know why..sigh..sometimes I can laugh hectically, sometimes I just keep quiet whenever I'm sad..sometimes I'm angry...sometimes I feel that I'm not myself..always in my own world..
