A VISIT TO BUYONG

Yesterday we visited Buyong Panjai which was burned last Sunday. What a tragedy, only few houses left, two motorcycles burned. The villagers have nothing left. Luckily no one is dead. That was a tragic moment for the villagers in Buyong. As I watched them, I felt so sorry for them.

Please do pray for them. :(

Learning English

Why Malaysian Government insist using English on Maths and Science?

This is because the whole world uses the language as an information or/and technology language. How dangerous it will be if we try to use Bahasa especially in school. See example below :-

HARDWARE = BARANG KERAS
SOFTWARE = BARANG LEMBUT
JOYSTICK = BATANG GEMBIRA
PLUG AND PLAY = CUCUK DAN MAIN
PORT = LUBANG
SERVER = PELAYAN
CLIENT = PELANGGAN

Try to translate this :

English :
That server gives a plug and play service to the client using either hardware or software joystick. The joystick goes into the port of the client.

Now in Bahasa :
Pelayan itu memberi pelanggannya layanan cucuk dan main dengan menggunakan batang gembira jenis keras atau lembut. Batang gembira itu akan dimasukkan ke dalam lubang pelanggan.

INSOMNIA

Last nite, I'm having trouble trying to sleep. I'm not trying to count sheeps because i don't like to do it. It gives me a headache. Trying myself to sms my friends but no one seems to reply me. My mind is in a mess right now. My eyes tired..my body is aching..I hope tonight I can sleep. Now I'm feeling very sleepy. Can't take coffee because I have gastric. Maioh mat penyakit..isk...sadly I love coffee but can't consume it so much.

CARELESS WHISPER

I Feel So Unsure

As i take your hand
And lead you to the dance floor
As the music dies
Something in your eyes
Calls to mind a silver screen
And all its sad goodbyes

[Chorus]

I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
I should have known better than to cheat a friend
And waste a chance that i've been given
So i'm never gonna dance again
The way i danced with you

Time can never mend
The careless whisper of a good friend
To the heart and mind
Ignorance is kind
There's no comfort in the truth
Pain is all you'll find

[Chorus]

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we want to say
We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But now who's gonna dance with me
Please stay

[Chorus]

Now that you've gone
Now that you've gone
Now that you've gone
Was what i did so wrong
So wrong that you had to leave me alone

Love this song so much...by Seether..cover George Michael mpun lagu..Seether sang it better than George Michael..

MOOD

It's 3.04pm and I'm not in the mood to work. Sitting in front of my lappy and updating my blog. My head is spinning and I'm listening to Sweet Child of Mine for the fifth time. I love this song so much. When I'm in depressed, music is my only friend. I hope by listening to loud songs can bring my good mood back..Luckily I'm in my office..no one can hear me singing..melalak macam orang gila..maybe orang dengar maybe not.

I don't know why my mood suddenly down. Or maybe i wear blue today..hahaha...what i need now is a massage. But sikda la orang pandei ngurut sitok. Would it be nice if I have Personal Assistant..(berangan)..LOL...

TIRED

I'm having trouble of sleeping these two days. Yesterday I woke up around 1pm. My mom didn't wake me up, I wonder why hmm...I depart from Kuching around 4pm and arrived at Betong around 7.30pm. I sent my granduncle to Engkeranji then back to my own house but then i felt so so so hungry and I brought Roni to have dinner with me..then go back home..bathe and then watching tv..sikda cerita best, terpaksalah nangga 'Jom Heboh' and 'Jangan Lupa Lirik'..tunggu jam mok nangga Liverpool main @ 11.20pm..after that i watched 'The Nanny's Diary'..finished watching that movie, my eyes still fresh..i force myself to sleep though..it's 4am..OMG, why is this happening to me? argghhhh....I don't know what time 'terlelap'..but then when i woke up.....IT'S 8am...warghhh..I rushed to shower, then ironing my shirt..then pecut to work, walaupun sik jauh..I thought my boss dah ada, luckily he came late...thank God..

Now I'm feeling queasy and i have a lot of work to do. I don't have time taken my breakfast. Lunch, no idea..Luckily I'm not married yet. My parent didn't ask that questions. Nok bukan parent iya ngegeh mok tanya bila aku mok kawen. sigh...

For some people that have girlfriend or boyfriend, please cherish them. Don't even let them go. Once you love him/her, love them till the end of your life. Don't make promises that you cannot keep. Always support each other. Unlike me, I'm longing for a true love...but sadly..people keeps playing with my heart..took advantage of my kindness...hmmm... Well, forget about it. I don't want to think much.

It's lunch time now..I don't know what to do. I don't have appetite to eat. Feel sleepy but I'm not a day napper (rosak bahasa). I need someone to talk to, but I guess everyone seems to ignore me..What is happening..? I don't deserve this..feels like that I'm useless to everybody. It's so sad. I don't like to be sad..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA

I'm went back to Kuching because we're celebrating my grandma's 70th birthday. Wow..but she still look very young though. Hehehe...so I went off early because I want to buy a present for her and I bought Fuel For Life by Diesel. Mok beli baju pun i don't know her size..hahaha..teruk nya cucu tok...Well anyway I hope that God bless her with a long life. HAPPY 70th BIRTHDAY GRANDMA. GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS..Love ya always.

Still looks beautiful


Suin's Legacy


2 is missing..5 of them..hehe

With her grandchildren and ichit..

Potong Kek..

Greetings

Hello..What should i say about myself..well this is my first try creating this blog..belum cuba belum tahu, kan?

Ok, ok..let me introduce myself. I was born in 15th day of October year 1983...so i'm coming to 26 years old this year...wahhh...makin tua la...huhu...not to say that tua la, tapi maybe sik berasa kelak i'm gonna be 30 in 4 years time. Yeah, whatever. I was born in Iban family..Proud to be Iban..oooohhhaaaaa...

I'll try my very best to 'betusut'. Nti bisi salah anang minta ampun ngagai bala kaban belayan..


Once upon a time....

CHELA ANAK BROOKE belaki di ambi ELIAB ANAK BAYANG

Beranak ka:

1. VIDA BAYANG belaki di ambi ANDRIA EJAU

2. JOSHUA SUIN LAWAT (di iru LAWAT & LAUS) bebini ngambi AYA ANAK BINGKOK

3. BRANGKA BAYANG bebini ngambi EDLINE

4. IGNATIUS MANGGA BAYANG bebini ngambi

5. JOHN JANGON BAYANG bebini ngambi

6. EASTER BAYANG belaki di ambi

7. JONATHAN SUMPING BAYANG bebini ngambi

8. ANDRIA NUI 'Job' BAYANG bebini ngambi CATHERINE


To make the story short....


2. JOSHUA SUIN LAWAT (di iru ari CHELA & ELIAB) bebini ngambi ARA ANAK BINGKOK

Beranak ka :

2.1. ANITA belaki di ambi EDWARD ANDING

Beranak ka:

i. RACHAEL SIMAI

ii. ELIAB MOSES bebini ngambi MALTINA MALTAR

Beranak ka:

Elton Joshua

iii. PERPETUA MAU


2.2. WINSTON DANA bebini ngambi JOANNA LISA

Beranak ka:

i. EZEKIEL LAWAT

ii. JACOB ASHLEY

iii. REUBEN SATAP


2.3. RAMONA CHANDI

2.4. JAMES JIMBA bebini ngambi SELINA ANAK LAWRENCE AKON

Beranak ka:

i. ABIGAIL LAOS

ii. AGATHA BANGIN

iii. LEO AYUM (di iru RAMONA CHANDI)

iv. ANATASHA LEMA

v. AURELIA TELA

vi. AVERY BERAYAN


2.5. PATRICK LABON bebini ngambi SANDRA LUGIS

i. SHAUN ISEK

ii. KIM RANDU

iii. SHRQAL BARAN

That is my family tree...hehehe...nti nulis semua panjai cerita lagi. Nda abis ari tu lagi. Ok, back to myself, where was i....oh ya..I was studied in ST THOMAS since primary 1 until Form 5..itu dinamakan OTA (Old Thomian Association). I'm active with sports and I love music (pernah angan-angan mok jadi singer tapi erhhmm..suara sik la kacak gilak) LOL...then i further my studies in UiTM until now..bukan x habis la..kinek tok ambik degree as a part time student.

Celebrating my 2nd birthday

Softball Club 1999

I never thought that i will be posted in Betong working as a Government Servant. Thank God because He answered my prayers. 5 years ago I've prayed that i want to be in Betong, my own hometown though i was born in Kuching but my dad grew up here. I believe that God has a plan for me here. I wonder what it will be? Well, we have to wait and see. I enjoyed my life here, i have friends that cares and sometimes wacko..hahaha..jangan marah..kira sama palak gila-gila la kamek orang. I will pray for them and ask God to bless them abundantly. This is the new chapter of my life. From a child, teenager, student, graduate and now I have a secure job. Thanks to God, my families and my friends for supporting me each and every day of my life. Although I wanted to be a doctor but i believe God has a better plans for me..Continue to support me to be a better person. I don't like sadness because it hurts but we can't avoid it aren't we? Deep in my heart there's a sadness. Only those who knew me knows. Just forget about the pass. Look forward. Don't be distracted by the pass. God please strenghten my heart. Give me wisdom and let me be what You want me to be.